boohoohoo. i'm like down with the most irritating illness on earth----> FLU. god. so sian lah. i've flooded my room with like tonnes of tissue already. and i wanted to be nice to my nose by treating it with a better quality tissue and decided to by beautex. but apparently, those box tissue quality was not as good as those packet ones. big BOO!!

anyway we caught stomp the yard a couple days back. woohoo. THE SHOW WAS GREAT LAH. PLEASE CATCH IT!! =D and bf become so obsessed with dancing which is so ..... haha. anyway the show is just so cool lah. love it man. muacks. i love DJ!

bf camped over at my house cause he has to work and he's lazy to go home. sis became like so overly addicted to the sims 2!! my god. she played the whole day till like 6 in the morning. which was like the time we are supposed to wake up for work. him i mean. i've to do the job of waking him. so i've been like waking up at 6 plus everyday. my god. i'm like preparing for school lah. haha. oh ya, i cut my hair. sucks lah that guy. now my hair is super thin. which means super gao wei~!! arghh. never mind i'll be able to make it look nice. wahaha. =D

i'm stuck at home for so long. i need fresh air~

我爱大肥肥！！ muacks. darling, call me when you see this aites? hehe.

if only humans were like the sims. then i would have known what i can do for/to please everyone. but, humans are humans.

if everyone had a blog and blogs down what they're feeling like currently, or what are their wants, or their fears and have a status bar to show their needs etc, wouldnt it be perfect?

if only..... you knew my wants and needs, and if only you could fulfill all of them, wouldnt it be perfect?

if there werent love in the world, what will the world be like?

if life could be as beautiful as the past, wouldnt it be great?

there's too much 'if's in my life. i had too much doubts on myself, my abilities and capabilities. so can someone just reassure me that everything's gonna be fine?! arghhh.

it's like you killed me over and over again cause you didnt know what to do. haiz.

身边有太多风景 我却停在这里 说我傻的可以 还不是因为你

anyway played the sims2. one of my character got killed during stargazing by a metoer. how funny!! haha.

男：是你在那个雨季 走进我生命
带着一点任性 和温柔的表情

女：是你在那个雨季 赶走了孤寂
温暖的笑容 换我仅有的甜蜜

男：天上一万颗星星我却只看见你
你说这是幸运 还是不可思议

女：身边有太多风景 我却停在这里
说我傻的可以 还不是因为你

男：是你的声音
女：带给我勇气
男：恋爱的频率
女：直到我心底
男：如果你愿意
女：是的我愿意
合：带着我幸福的主旋律

男：从前的实际
女：现在我相信
男：天空会放晴
女：爱会更甜蜜
男：如果你愿意
女：是的我愿意
合：爱的主旋律 永远唱下去

女：是你在那个雨季 赶走了孤寂
温暖的笑容 换我仅有的甜蜜

男：天上一万颗星星我却只看见你
你说这是幸运 还是不可思议

女：身边有太多风景 我却停在这里
说我傻的可以 还不是因为你

男：是你的声音
女：带给我勇气
男：恋爱的频率
女：直到我心底
男：如果你愿意
女：是的我愿意
合：带着我幸福的主旋律

男：从前的实际
女：现在我相信
男：天空会放晴
女：爱会更甜蜜
男：如果你愿意
女：是的我愿意
合：爱的主旋律 永远唱下去
La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La

男：如果你愿意
女：是的我愿意
合：带着我幸福的主旋律

男：从前的实际
女：现在我相信
男：天空会放晴
女：爱会更甜蜜
男：如果你愿意
女：是的我愿意
合：爱的主旋律 永远唱下去

男：天上一万颗星星我却只看见你
你说这是幸运 还是不可思议

女：身边有太多风景 我却停在这里
说我傻的可以

合： 还不是因为你

these few days suck totally. but ya, cant be bothered anymore. care so much for what? in the end you're the one who get hurt in the end what.

anyway watched what a girl wants. it really reflects what alot people are doing now. changing their character/personality/whatever-you-call-that to suit and SATISFY others and on top of it, losing the real you. is that really worth it?! sacrificing yourself to be accepted by others? but reality proven, that's how one is able to maintain those so-called friendship with so so many people. not true meh?

blah blah blah. i'm so completely not in the mood. fuck you.

lalala~ i know i've not been blogging for like 397863242839 days! tsk tsk. been busy enjoying myself eh. hope you are having fun for those who are having their attachment~

hmm, let's see. i should date back to 6th march first. haha.

we booked a chalet on 6th and 7th for ourselves to leave home with a good reason. tsk tsk. met at dhoby ghaut first and took train to pasir ris. went to white sands to buy some cup noodles and drinks. haha. checked in and recieved two escape theme park complimentary tickets. slacked around while waiting for them to clean up our room. and to our horror, there's no xbox console as it has mentioned in website!!!! damn sian lah. =( haha. second sucky thing was when we wanted to go play escape, we found out that it was not opened on tues!! damn irritating lah. but well, we found ways to entertain ourselves. haha. we blasted our music and the aircon. bathed and dyed his hair!! also, I CUT HIS HAIR!!! haha. i'm skilled okay?! blehs. helped him wash his hair then we went out roaming around. haha. life's just great when you dont have to worry about anything. especially when i'm with you. =) ate strawberries!! =D

went to the arcade and played the candy machine again. CHEAT MY MONEY LAH. didnt even hit the checker once if i didnt remember wrongly. =( went to eat and back to the arcade after awhile and the jackpot i wanted is gone!! =( super sad lah. so we went back and talk, watch tv and then sleep. woke up late on thurs. but who cares. haha. check out and took a bus back to his house.

slept awhile and went to hougang cause of the UK fair at night. after having a very heavy meal, we played this.

damn shoick. and i tell you, you'll never consider jumping off a building again if you wanna commit suicide. scream like hell lah. like my fat fat was right beside me. went home and slept cause he didnt feel that good. haha.

we went cycling again! i know how to cycle already~ but i broke his brake by falling on the way back. haha. he topang me awhile cause my butt hurt. but being irritating, he topang me there(nearer to our destination) and brought me back to where i left my bicycle. so irritating right?!!! haha. anyway reached and ate roti prata paper and egg prata. quite nice ar. but very ex. also kinda pissed cause they cheated our ten cents. not that we cheapo or what lah. but wth lor. they charged us ten cents for taking one more cup of ice when it's self service in the first place!!! JIAN SHANG JIAN SHANG~ we went to look around. saw a couple of nice bikes. looks damn stable lor. make me feel like learning bike. but the bike is super huge lah. and it cost as much as a lousy car!! 11k for god's sake~ arghhh. so ex lah. went back after loitering around. and i fell as i've mentioned breaking the brakes. HAHA. so funny lah. lol. went to cycle around before going home which i regretted damn lot cause it hurt my butt even more! haha.

went to sentosa on fri! and i became chao ta. haha. met ky and xf at khatib and then my darling at dhoby ghaut before going to sentosa. ate at food republic. we ate jian dao jian. haha. and the guy who served us is the one who served us at wisma food republic. haha. so funny lah. ehh, should be so qiao lah. haha. my poor boy cant eat curry so he ate noodles. damn bo hua. haha. bought the cards to sentosa and went to giant to buy some tidbits and drinks before leaving for our destination. found our spot and they applied sun tan lotion while we went to search for any places where there's beach ball rental. but sadly, there's not one to be found. went back and play frisbee~ in the water cause the sand was burning!! after awhile, we played bun luck back on the ground. and i was roasting. literally. haha. bet with sweets. super funny. after we lost, we went back to the waters to play. left at around 5 plus i think. bathed and went to vivo to eat. and people, PLEASE DO NOT EVEN GO TO HK KIM GARY CAFE TO EAT. YOU WILL REGRET! their service sucks totally. my drink was so bitter and we requested to add condensed milk and they refused!! they say it cost 50cents to sweeten it. wtf lah. we complained and ask the manager to speak to us cause while speaking to one staff, the others crowd around. wth right? doesnt that show that you're incompetant? bleh. anyway we dined unhappily lah. then went to toys 'r' us to do stupid stuffs. tsk tsk. ky and xf left earlier. we walked around and saw these bags. so cool lah.

this is my fav. =D



these bag were done on the spot. can you imagine it? cool right? anyway it is a one of a kind cause there's only one for wach design and cost 200plus. i forgot the price. for those normal one which are mass produced cost around 150 bucks already. and the special thing about this bag is that you can choose the body, the strap and the flap seperately. smart eh? haha.

went home and went to suntec the next day. haha. aint we busy? lol. and i was a lobster. wanted to go to the it show but it was super crowded and i didnt wanna get hit in any form lah. super pain!! roam around aimlessly and went back.

for the next few days, he stayed camped at my house. went job hunting but failed. went back to school to meet up with fiona. they chatted! can you imagine? fiona and raymond chatting? haha. =x anyway that's the first time one of my friends talk so much to him. i mean like even sab or jiemei also never talk to him one lor. haha. saw kitty and hongyun. went to greet them but kitty like not happy like that. dont know lah. weird. went to km room and played metal slug. haha. but sadly left cause bf was meeting his friend and we were suppose to job hunt.

saw hf and yr at night. had dinner together. satay~ and fiona told me that sembawang shopping center close down le. -.- duhhh. haha. so boring. sunplaza food court also under renovation. boring. haha. they went off and we went home. had the sims 2 craze. bf kept playing that. super crazy lah. haha. anyway i'll be back to blog bout the rest of the days soon. tired lah. haha.

i hate people who take things for granted. and also those who say this on the front but you dont know what they are thinking in their mind! irritating. that's why the people i choose to talk to is only xxx and my fat fat. cause i see no point in talking to those who you wanna trust but they dont trust you. SO FAKE!

whatever. i love sleeping on that fat stomach. tsk tsk.

oh well, i'm gonna enjoy myself now. so so so happy!!!!~ i knew a new friend today. robbiE~ haha.

met jes. went to town today. shopping~ was real bored cause there was nowhere to go. so we alighted at somerset. while walking to cineleisure, we successfully avoided a hit from above. BIRD SHIT!! asshole lah. eat finish den fly on tree then shit. wth. but what to say? we were LUCKY! tsk tsk. and one thing. SHE SCORED 4A'S I THINK. TOP FEW IN PJC. so cool huh? go see her name in today's new paper under pjc, jessie lee. haha. so proud. i've such a smart friend. tsk tsk.

roam around aimlessly. went to mango and saw this super nice jeans!! 99bucks mind you. super slim fit. woohoo~ but i didnt get that lah. haha. we went to far east and bought a slim fit jeans. tsk tsk. then rested cause we were simply too tired. then went to party world to find my darling. she was supposed to meet gw but somehow he overslept or sth lah. haha. then she bobian have to eat with us. lol.

went to taka to dabao. we bought some jap jumbo mee. then in the end both of us cant finish it. haha. only SOMEONE FAT CAN FINISH IT! wahahah. =P went to pull and bear. wanted to get a top. but nahhh. not really nice. saw one rreally nice one but 60bucks lah. =( anyway we saw that girl who act as miss mole. haha she's quite pretty though.

went to work yest. took cab home and we saw 3 or 4 car accidents on the way back. and it was the first time i felt car sick. worst is there was a butterfly right outside my house! fuck lah. make me so scared lor. and today on my way back there's a moth right beside my door. damn irritating one lah. arghhh.

oh ya, one of my sis friend thought scott was my BF!! LOL. so funny can~ tsk tsk.

i've a serious sore throat. think i talk too much. =(((((( sad lahhh.

i'm meeting xf tomorrow. surprisingly she agreed to meet!

i feel like biting someone..... =P